Meh.

I’m here. Barely.

It has been *a month*. Aside from it being Month 22 in this pandemic, we’ve dealt with two deaths in the family, and apparently it’s about to freeze again in Texas.

Burnout was months ago. I don’t know what *this* state is.

— Dana White (@ItsDanaWhite) February 1, 2022

It’s been a lot of trying to find some sort of normal life while recognizing that doing anything normal is generally dangerous even though we’ve been responsible and got vaxxed and boosted but like what even does that mean anymore. So I’ve been retreating further into fiction of any sorts. Bless the artists. And picking at Brene’ Brown’s Atlast of the Heart to understand how to deal with emotions cause that is not my jam.

Anyway this is just a post to (poorly) check-in as I’m sure most of us are in the same state of January-ish blues and just want to commiserate. While every day has been repetitive I *have* to do some sort of documentation. It’s a compulsion.

But there is this perfect thing I’ve watched like 50 times.

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A post shared by Miles Bonham – 5 years old (@milesmusickid)

Imagine having access to these kinds of resources at 5. At any age really. The ability to just art.